You said goodbye when the poison hit your lips
I'm no longer going to be using this journal.
I deleted everything off of it besides my most recent entry.
I can't even describe how i feel this time...
When i found out today I literally lost my breath.
It fealt like someone was ripping my chest apart.
Atleast I know the truth now
Plain and simple though
I was lied to.
The funny part of the whole this is I sat up for 3 days straight almost
just poring my eyes out.
I had some elaborate conversation going through my head about what I was goin to say to her.
but now I'm just sick, tired and cold.
I'm totally at lack of words.
Screamin is my only therapy
These men put it better than I ever could.
Artists Rendering Of Me
With all my said unsaids / Never swallow
The idea of a happy ending
Another days memory dies
As I'm made to smile / these lifeless days
have left me with an empty heart
another wounded memory dies
I could / never / swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless / happy ending
how could words slit wrists and doors close
present day heart felt moments / killed by a slap
to the hand / another wounded memory dries
poisonous screams with messages
not thought of when released
another day here / another memory dies
Looking A Gilt Horse In The Mouth
She called my captain.
I dragged her into the deepest seas.
What am I supposed to do now?
With these pictures and memories.
Now that I've thrown you away
This is the last song i write for you.
Where is my closure?
You can find me clinging to my sheets.
Waiting for this new perspective that these hands are better of empty.
Now that I've thrown you away
I'm still waiting
And we've parted ways
And i hope your happy
cause you are the memory that just wont seem to fade
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